Tomorrow ~ A Reader Insert

    You sighed as you lie on your bed. You closed your eyes and recalled what the director told you. Tomorrow. Tomorrow you would get the comments on your audition for the school play. You bombed the audition, and you knew that the words that he said were just a hollow promise. 
    Did they take you for a fool? You clamped your eyes shut and tried to force a stop to the tears that were coming. If only they would have come in the audition like you tried to make them. 
    Now what would you do? You quit all of your other activities, burned all of your bridges, and you completely immersed yourself in getting ready for the audition. It was all just a trap set by fate. Would you always fail so greatly when doing important things? Maybe. Maybe you were doomed to live in the slums for the rest of your life. Not able yo get a good job because you kept bombing interviews for jobs that you would have gotten easily.
    You sat up. No one was going to keep you down like that. No. No is not an answer. If you can't be in the play, you can volunteer for stage crew. Anything is better than moping around. 
    And besides, anyone who is like you knows the feeling. You have to get a role. You were a great singer, and your fake laugh was perfection. Even if you are internally screaming. You just have to wait for something happy to cross your mind, even if it's just for a second.
    But tomorrow is always far away. What if they don't call? It was only a dream of yours to act. Any what's the chance of your dream coming true? You didn't wish it upon a star. You couldn't even see the stars through the grey clouds that always cover the sky.
    You flopped back down, knocking away your breath. You needed to calm down. You needed to remind yourself that no was not an answer for you. You were born to act, and acting is what you'll do. Nothing will stop you from achieving your dream.
    Even if you can't sleep, tomorrow will eventually come. Even if things seem hopeless.